Day 85 or Day 29
It is 5:53am and there is but one
more day of this goal writing and commitment to typing for 30 minutes minimum.
The time has wound down, and I am grateful that this event has happened. It has
given me insight and wisdom that I would otherwise not have gained doing things
my way and not yielding to what this woman had brought into my home that
Christmas potluck afternoon. It was a potluck in and of itself. Thank you,
Father God. This morning the LORD gave the vision of when Mary slipped on the
floor furnace when we were children. I do not know what the take away from that
is just yet. What I can share is that I remember my brother Brian and myself
witnessed this. We told her to stay down and we would get her up because she
was so small she might have burned her hands on the grate trying to lift
herself up. She had a checker board mark scar on her stomach as a result of the fall.
I think it has since faded as she has grown into adulthood, but the memory
never did. Not for her, not for me and not for Brian. And so, I am left
wondering and pondering what this means for me this day regarding asking the
LORD what HE would have for me to do this day. The best I can discern is that I
need to go and help her out today. And so, I will do that.
Yesterday I got out without the
dogs and got a good time in on the two miles. I piano played and affirmation
read and journal entered, etc… Then I listened to two sermons and read the
bible. I then went to the workshop to help out with trays and letters. It was
very relaxing. I enjoyed my time. Christina is still frustrated, but has
resolved that she is looking for a job and has an interview. The LORD is not
done with her yet out there, though. I cannot say for certain that I know how,
when and what GOD does, but I can see that she is still out there even though
she wants to be elsewhere. She has GOD’s work to do with those persons she has
been called to minister to, and I encouraged her to see with spiritual eyes
what is before her and to be aware of the spiritual battle and not the
intellectual one she thinks is going on. I do not think she gets it, though.
All I can do is pray and intercede on their behalf… which I have not been
doing, but will do.
Father GOD, if it is your will,
please release from the binds of deception, Michael and Kimberly. Please strike
them with insight and truth. Let them know the truth and allow the truth to set
them free. In Jesus’ name, I pray… Amen.
This is the day that the LORD has
made. I shall rejoice and be glad in it.
I came home from the shop and
showered. Ran to life group late and we talked about Jesus asking who the crowds
and who the disciples said HE was. And then HE goes on to predict HIS death.
It was a deep lesson. The gates of hell shall not prevail. That is strong.
Amen.
Step one- seek GOD
Step two- Worship God only
Step three- live from the WORD of
GOD
Step four- Fear GOD only
Step five- Do not put the LORD Your
GOD to the test
Step six- Serve the LORD only
Step seven- listen and hear “Who
said that”
Step eight- be quiet before the
LORD
Step nine- trust in the LORD with
all your heart
Step ten- in all your ways
acknowledge HIM and HE shall direct your path
Quite frankly, I am going to land
here with my goals and steps. This is the only way. There is no other power or
fount than GOD. He works all things together for my good because I choose to
love HIM. Thank you, Jesus for giving us the keys to the kingdom. Thank you,
Holy Spirit for leading and guiding us into all truths. Thank you, GOD for your
grace and mercy.
Every day it is getting a little
easier. Today I am going to work a bit out at the shop and I will work with
Mary. She generally gets going late. I can get out to the shop early and get my
day going. This entry may turn out to be one of the shortest ones so far. And
that is fine with me because God is all up in it.
I tested the WebEx video conference
calling with Natasha. It is a simple connect once I downloaded google chrome. She
is doing a fantastic service in training folks on AWS and SPLUNK interface. I do
not know what any of this stuff means, but she is awesome to want to train
people of color and portal us to accesses to jobs in technology. She is very goal
oriented and mission minded. I am learning so much from this woman of GOD. I
thank you, LORD for my cousin and for your divine placement of her spirit in my
life this season. You are a mighty GOOD GOD.
Blessings~
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